Shazlin.
13. Born with blessings on 5th May
Ngee Ann Sec. East Coast Pri
Jr. in the Guzheng Ensemble. Malay Dancer
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posted : Friday, March 12, 2010
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uhm. Hi hello.
Yea yea watevs.

Just got back from GZ. fking pissed off. Fking tired. Fking .... in a process of giving up.
Seriously, things aren't looking up.
Currently, Jing lao shi is going tooooo fking fast.
she keeps tsktsktsk-ing meeee. Keep sclding me.
ok, thats fine, duhhhhh, Im the fking black sheep and maybe the dumbest.
What can i expect? I canot memorize the scores.
and and and, its intimidating. Everybody so damn smart.
and before u know it, they'd probably think..
" This malay girl, dunno anything action wanna join gz. I told her it ain't easy but still say wanna try. Stupid. "
seriously, i can't make up my mind. if im nt wrong.. Ms Low elected me as this CCA 'something'. I oso dunno. And my main point is getting opportunities.
Just by joining, I was already given so many opportunities, so why throw it away?
and on the other hand, I do love guzheng. I like it but what if you just can't find a way to deepen ur interest? When ur not gd at something, even if u like it, that interest and passion will fade. Yes yes yes, never give up.. bla3. Buts its not as easy as u think.
If i did appeal, join what? Yeah, I love drama but there's no way Im joining it. IDK why.
concert band? its almost the same thing, notes, memorizing, bla bla. theres something just sooo wrong with my brain. then waht? Actually, I was dying to join NPCC but none of my famn memebers allowed me too. Special thanks to this fking NPCC staff sergeant Muhd Shazli. then join guides? WTHHHHH..
I WANNA DIE. Not literally. Just at this point of time. Pls pls.

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