Shazlin.
13. Born with blessings on 5th May
Ngee Ann Sec. East Coast Pri
Jr. in the Guzheng Ensemble. Malay Dancer
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posted : Saturday, January 8, 2011
title : Guzheng. Oh deary.
You know, I just want to keep this alive though I dun really have much to say.
So what should I say? :/ Yeah so right now I'm just in a ultra confused state of my CCA. Its like I fucking love it and hate it to the core at the same time. And I've been like this for months already! I want to leave Secondary school with a skill but its not like I wanna spent 2 hours every week getting scolded and being looked at. I feel like quitting makes me a loser, and staying just either means I'm afraid to let go, a thick-face or a terrible fighter. I want to show a good example to my juniors and tell them that its not impossible to stand out the crowd. Joining another CCA just gets me into extra risks, extra judgements and extra time.

Bah, Ced left me again in an FB chat and so did 'Keith'. I swear Ima kill you both. or prolly your shitty internet connection. D:
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